Mayya Speak!

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 15:25:12 GMT

Wow.

I was reading my 2 other posts, and I was like ... shit, that happened? Was I really that happy?

Well in case you haven't picked up on the questionable joyousness, let me fill you in just a little bit.
And I mean only a little.

First thing on my mind?
My best guy friends and how I screwed things over with one (BUT HE'S FUCKING STUPID SO WHATEVER... -__-, =[ )and how the other just isn't himself anymore.
Second?
Bobby. Bobbybobbybobby. Fuck him. But no...
Third?
I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE.
I HAVE 2 YEARS TO GRADUATE.
I HOPE I CAN GET INTO EASTMAN,
which has become my new goal.
Fourth?
My stupid science classes that I already have a B and C in. Fuck that. I WANT A's.
Do you think if I want it, I can do it?
Fifth?
I HATE my parents. HATEHATEHATE. Not even like, teen aguish hate. No, Hate. With a capital "H" and fire coursing through my veins.

There's more, but I don't feel like thinking logically any longer.
I'm so glad I have music back, and I really like everyone in my classes. I basically have no problem in school except my start offs in AP chem and Hon. physics. I've just decided that I'm going to kick ass in those classes no matter what. I hate the feeling of being lost and confused and just along for a ride. I've done that and I've realized I need control of my own life and I need to get rid of hypocrisies and condicentions. If that's even how you spell it.

For once in my life, I'm ready to have my own back.
I look forward to my birthday and what comes.
Even though now sucks.

You've just witnessed my process of liberation.
I hope it's inspired you to do good in the world,
cuz everyone needs some love.
W4
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nNUNEE.

Mayya.

Sat, 15 Jul 2006 03:15:39 GMT

I had an extraordinary day.

First! I got up this morning and I wasn't later for soccer camp!! =DD
Theeeen, whilst at soccer, I didn't get a headache and my feet didn't hurt....

ANNNDD.
IWONTHETOURNAMENT.
For that, I got a an awesome, brandnew soccer ball, which I've wanted and needed for a while now!

Then, I came home and ate LASAGNA! Which I learned how to spell just today! Anyway, so yeah, lasagna. AND THEN, I didn't have any chores! And my dad hasn't come home at all today except to bring me home from soccer, so I had very little interaction with him, thankfully.

Theeeen! (As if this is really interesting) My mom let me go to the mall! AND bring my brother, which is a really big responsibility, you know? And like, she gave me like 30 dollars for stuff and I bought things for myself and court cuz her sweet sixteen is tomorrow, and I played in KBtoys with my brother, and like... We ate, and ran, and screamed! It was awesome lol And Then I came home...

And now I'm sitting here, copying and pasting this from somewhere else that I wrote it from!!!
It's been a really long time since I've been truly happy.
I hope it stays this way.

I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

<3333333333333333333

... However... There is a dark side to this rainbow. Bobby is very sick, and I'm kind of worried...
And the war is still raging; my family is still in danger, but we know my uncle and his family are still alive.
Thank the high power. I am doing just that every day...
Wow, thank the heavens for how lucky we are to still be alive and have wonderful days.
peace, please.

Nothing

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 17:38:50 GMT

I felt like making another lj even though I have two already, but I don't feel like posting in them... and, you guessed it, I forgot the passwords. So yeah! I'm writing cuz I'm bored since there's really nothing to do in my house or in my neighborhood... So I'll tell you about other people's lives!

Christy- Is sick and didn't go to Valley today =( So I didn't either!
Rob- Is sad and not doing a good job at getting over this thing called love.
Courtney- Is getting her permit today so she can see me! =D
Jess and Trish and Kyle- Already have their permits!
Mike and Noah- Are being missed by me.
Kyle- Now has a job.
Christy and I- Do not have jobs.
Shoshana- Is in Alaska.
Why?- For a cruise.
You thought cruises were only to places?- You're wrong.
Anthony- Works at Sesame Place. I'm trying to follow suit, and he is also being missed by me.

So now that you've had a peek into other people's lives... I will tell you something about my own.

Since Saturday night I was in the mountains. It was boring. Drew is a boring person. Just kidding. He doused me with fire extinguisher fluid. My skin felt as if it was burning. It wasn't. So yeah. He also threw lit matches at me. Does this stuff tell you something about him? I think it should. Anyway, Drew went home on Monday and was borrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrred until Wednsday. Now it's Thursday and life continues to be boring, but it won't be boring come the next two weeks!! Well, this coming weekend my family and I are goingto Tyler State Park to ride bikes and play soccer and eat and shtuff, then soccer camp starts on Monday of next week, then ends on Friday. Then Saturday is Courtney's sweet sixteen Birthday party! Andddd Shoshana is coming over my house to stay until that wednsday... Sooo, yeah, I'm set for a long time. But for now, boredum lurks.

<3333333333 adios.

BTW! I'm a Junior next year. Duh. Excitement.

**Ends first LJ post.**